It's been more than a week since my last post which was a short one. The summer has blown by quickly as we are approaching the Labor day weekend. Mom and rob have been doing well since I left. I have made reservations to return to Richmond Hill in October for Trinity's (the Church I grew up in)centennial. I am planning on taking mom for a trip to see the fall colors and will spend 10 days with her.
Since my return to work I have been struggling to keep a positive mental attitude but it is extremely difficult. I have never worked in such a dysfunctional arena. It is such a miss-managed office but no one seems to care. I can really relate to citizens who have no faith in the govt's ability to operate efficiently. The supervisors and mangers are really incompetent and therefore so insecure they micromanage to the point of complete inefficiency. I have to learn to let go and just get paid until I can get the hell out of there.
As for my life, well there isn't much to say. I have been pretty sick for the past 2 weeks with ear and sinus infections that won't go away although I am finally starting to feel better. I missed a couple of day at work last week and have been taking a couple of hours off each day this week as I am still feeling crappy. I don't really have a life here in Yakima. I don't like the people, there isn't much to do and the cops suck. I am tyring to figure out how to get back into my own business and become my own person again. I seem to keep harping on the same shit over and over again. I am getting real boring. I am searching for something new and challenging to spark my life. I am open to any ideas.
On a positive light ??????? I really have to think, maybe it's time to join a support group or start drinking heavily. Ha Ha!!!! I'm working hard to become debt free. Trying to keep my expenses down and pay off the credit cards. I would like to move to a better apartment but this one is cheap and close to work. All these trips to NY are really adding up so I live like a miser when I am home. Don't go out much and don't go to Chewelah as often as I would like. I work just about every weekend to get more time off to travel back east. Things will get better, just have to keep plugging.
Well I'm tired and will end for now. Don't forget to say a prayer each and every night for all those who don't have. God Bless you all!!!!!!
peace!
